Friday, November 10, 2006

"Take it easy, everything will piece up nicely for u".
I didn't really pay much notice to this quote until recently.

A very special one came into my life. My lonely Australia training days were brightened by her daily messages. I feel that my previous failures were just to wait for her appearance.

Previously, i felt that i am the only one doing the pushing and putting in the efforts. I am really tired and disheartened after a while. Slowly, i just backed off and accepted that it's either i am that bad or she's just not interested. This makes me lose abit of my self-esteem.

She actually let me feel that i am important.
My every SMSs to her will yield an enthusiastic reply from her.
My every comments about anything, she will remember it.
Althought i knew that she did not like soccer let alone watching soccer matches, she will still agree to accompany me to the cafe and stick there the whole session.
Although sometimes i can feel that she is not really enjoying herself in my regular khakis' chilling session, she will still tagged along and never complained even if it lasted through the night.
Whenever i am bored at AFS, miraculously she can senses that and inject me with a dose of vigour.

No one is perfect either i am. I so flawed in every department.
But yet, she managed to turn all my flaws into my strengths. That's how wonderful about her. Once i decided to close up my heart and not let it open to get hurt again. Her timely entrance into my life makes me feel that i shouldn't miss out this wonderful one.

Whether if you are reading this at this moment and this point of the time, i just want to let you know that i care and i cherish every moment i spend with you. My life was like a black and white TV but u added colours in me.
I loved every little thing about you. = )